Growth

I sit here thinking about my past. Not dwelling on the hard things but instead looking back with pride at the growth I have gone through. The times I have said, I am done feeling this way and did something about it. 

It wasn’t easy but it was so worth it! The pain I felt while growing was minuscule compared to what the pain could have been had I not done anything. 

So many times, I held onto pain longer than I needed to. The fear of facing the darkness appeared to be too much. Too painful. Too overwhelming. Really it was the fear of the unknown. I was never taught how to feel pain to release it.  Even psychiatrists and therapists didn’t teach me. I had to figure it out on my own. 

It’s funny because I am now learning about alchemy and I realize I have been doing it all along. I am learning more and fine tuning my practice but it is comforting knowing I have the ability within me. And so do you. 

I’m hosting a workshop starting March 26 called Lasting Growth 5 Step Workshop. It’s all online and biweekly. I’m excited to share with others the 5 steps I still use to make changes in my life. If you are interested, email me at NikkyNicoleMeBeingMe@gmail.com with the subject Lasting Growth 5 Step Workshop. Let me know you’re in!